We exchanged CDs

she kissed me
while the other women
were in the kitchen

on top of my lap
twice
before they re-entered

knock knock

Justin knocked
the first two times
we made out

she liked sex
in bathrooms
and public places

she was mad
at parents
who gave her everything

it was easy
but restrained
like short sharp breathing

my secret
my secret
my secret

is mostly
me